I just can’t fuckin focus lol.

me » book open » 10 mins.. » hmm how bout music its quiet? » hmmm I want to dance now » I need to eat »> go try to eat »> don’t even grab anything » Hmm cigarette » book 5 mins….. »» gota piss »» O SHIT I LOVE THIS SONG »» headbangs »» k song over.. » looks out window » looks at phone »> text »> look at phone a hundred more times » no text » text »» thirsty » book 5 mins »» agh feelings »» silly thoughts » hmmm cigarette » ima watch tv » another cigarette 

story of sudden my life ;D

I need to change that like for real.

a lie.

You’re such a joke to me now.

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and I my ears are listening.